so, it's finally Christmas break and I should be happy, but I am not. I feel sad about the holidays. it's a time for family and kids, but alas, there's no kids in this family. even the damn wreath that i bought a few years ago has a snowman wife/husband and kid. seems silly, but it feels like a constant reminder, but I am too practical to get another one.
I have been seeing a therapist and she seems to be helping me with my irrational thoughts. i never thought I would be the one who had to see someone for help, but I am glad there are people out there who can help us.
we see the doc again on wed. we are done with IUIs and now we are going to find out what the next steps are.......wish us luck!