Saturday, December 17, 2011

Holidays are here...

so, it's finally Christmas break and I should be happy, but I am not. I feel sad about the holidays. it's a time for family and kids, but alas, there's no kids in this family. even the damn wreath that i bought a few years ago has a snowman wife/husband and kid. seems silly, but it feels like a constant reminder, but I am too practical to get another one.

I have been seeing a therapist and she seems to be helping me with my irrational thoughts. i never thought I would be the one who had to see someone for help, but I am glad there are people out there who can help us.

we see the doc again on wed. we are done with IUIs and now we are going to find out what the next steps are.......wish us luck!

2 comments:

  1. Sorry the holidays are difficult for you. You are not alone in that.
    I've gone to a therapist for 2 times now, I'm not really sure I like her nor that she is helping me. I'm glad to hear yours is helping you.
    Good luck on your next steps!

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  2. Hi! So glad you are seeing someone, they really do help. I have been seeing my psyc for a few months now. The holidays just suck right now. We are just starting our first IUI and I am excited, but it doesn't make the Holidays suck less. Good luck. I can't wait to hear about your next steps.

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