Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Good Morning! Day 2 of training and I hope that it goes a little bit better than yesterday. It seems that my team is going to be tough to work with. One of the ladies, i will call DK, is very bossy and opinionated. I feel that she doesn't like me. Hopefully I am just being ridiculous and that I am jumping to conclusions all the time. I am wondering if I am just intimated and being foolish. Yesterday I left feeling defeated, but I know that if I am going to accomplish everything i want i just have to ignore my ridiculous feelings and just keep working. I am really debating on a tattoo that says change the world, because that is what i want to do. I want to be able to make a difference in a big way and i dont want anyone to stand in my way. I am really happy about the change i decided to make i just hope i can live up to my own expectations. I know that i can actually make the difference and i know that i can change the lives of many people. i love my job and i want this year to be awesome!!!!!!!! i WONT let anyone get in my way, i think that is actually what i need to remember. this time i brought my lunch and i will be staying in the classroom to eat. I am not going to place myself in an uncomfortable position like i did yesterday. i know that i can't handle id speak so i am staying away.