Just another day

Well, it's Sunday and I am feeling ok. I am on day 31. I can kinda feel like AF is going to be here. I kinda feel sad and I kinda feel anxious. Once things start flowing (pun intended) I know we can begin IVF. My friend has been driving me crazy sometimes talking about having another baby. I am trying to be rational about it. She mentions cramps, and ovulation and taking a preg test. I know that she wants to be preg, but sometimes its hard for me to listen. Sometimes she talks too much about it but i don't want to be rude. i am not sure how i feel about everything. i am going to my MIL's house today and i hope i can survive. sometimes the conversation is dull. sometimes its ok. DH doesn't say much sometimes. i think his brother and wife will be there too and she talks more than anyone all together. it might be a long day. Kinda just want to stay at home ad relax before the week begins. oh well. this is my weekly complaint.